It ain't getting any better

Sigh, now my front thigh have rashes also le... Sigh... I wonder when my skin will stop "growing" new rashes. Sigh... Sad... Hubby, “你不在，当我最需要爱，你却不在..." Sobz, sobz... Faster come back, wiffy waiting for your return.

Oh ya, my chocolate nail has dropped off. Here's a pic of my finger with that piece of chocolate nail.


2 weeks to chinese new year, hope my skin can faster recover. Sobz sobz, miss hubby, miss mummy... ;(

Ugly legs =(

My legs... They're so ugly... Boo hoo... Full of eczema scars... When can I have a good night sleep? Its been long since I can sleep the whole night through without waking up in the middle of the night. Sigh... The itch seems to take a very long time to go away.

Hubby is off to Thailand this morning le. Will be room alone for the next 2 weeks. I'm already missing him.

My lips are feeling so dry. Think I ate too much seaweed for the past few days =p Can even see the seaweed when I shit. Haa...

AHHH....

Its been one week, and my eczema is not showing any improvement. OMG, help me!!!
Now my hand has it and its spreading towards my thigh. Boo hoo... So itchy, 我不想活了!!! Boo hoo hoo...

Argh... its driving me crazy

The itch is driving me crazy. Arghh...

I wonder when my eczema will recover. I keep having to tolerate the damn itchy skin throughout the 24hours, even in my sleep. I wake up every 1 hour at night, trying to find a comfortable position that won't irritate the skin and make it itchier. There's a tick in my medi that says "This drug cause drowsiness. If affected, do not drive or operate machinery." Apparently, it has zero effect on me coz I don't feel any bit of drowsiness. I guess the itch has overpowered the drug. Boo hoo...

Now I just don't feel like going out coz I can only wear shorts so that my skin won't be irritated and I don't wish to go around scaring people with that patch of tai-goh skin behind my knee. Even I myself feel disgusted when I see my skin =( So I'll be working from home this week and next till the condition stables.

Sob sob... what a start for new year. Immune system, attack those eczema !!!

Welcoming Year 2008 - Huat ah !

Today is eve of new year le. Hao kuai ah... This Dec is the busiest I had in my whole life. Mang dao... *pengz*

Recently feel that my breathing not very shun. Sometimes can feel my chest like tio choke, got twice I had severe pain around the bra-line near the chest. And I had to take very light and short breath to ease the pain. Maybe I got heart problem? Maybe my time is up soon? Choy choy... Should have a full body checkup next year. The last time I had a full body check up was 2 years back liao. Been having alot of pessimistic imaginations for the past few days. Insufficient-sleep=Hallucination=Wild-imaginations? *shrugz* Plucking in to my earphone and listening to my favourite mp3 songs everyday in office nowadays. De-stress? Perhaps. Unknown stress again.

Happy for Kee that she found a new bf. Hope this one will treat her better and take good care of her. 永浴爱河哦!

You know, life is such a routine cycle. When you are single, people will ask, 几时要找个归宿？ Then when you finally 在万林之中找到那根草, people will ask 几时要结婚？ And then when you finally get married, people will start to ask 几时要生孩子？ Alas, after you got your 1st child, people will start to ask you 几时要再生？ Now every time I meet my friends, confirm plus chop, without fail 几时要生孩子 is one of the conversation line. Duh... Next topic please... We're not ready for a child.

My little finger has healed. But now it looks like its stained with chocolate coz the blood clot has turned brown. -_-||| See the picture below, know what I mean?



Oh ya, congrats Nelly for her big day on 29-Dec.



Hope 2008 will be a good year. HUAT AH!!!

Busy Dec

Busy busy busy... Having a bazaar outside Orchard Cineleisure till x'mas eve. Gotta go down after work during some weekday, its tiring initially, but seems like I'm getting accustomed to it. Guess its just mind over body. Hubby is more tired than me coz he goes down every weekdays. Poor thing... Jia you hubby!

Will be room alone next weekend coz Hubby travelling overseas. Think will go niang jia to sleep since its nearer to Orchard. Miss mum also...

Dunno what's wrong with my teeth, the molar teeth on my left side feels "wierd". Time to visit the dentist. Perhaps next weekend morning before I go Orchard.

Can't wait for x'mas to come, then Hubby and I can have a good rest. Sigh...

Poor finger

My poor little finger is healing... Healing... But needs a super long time to get healed.

Oh, did I mention how I injuried my finger? Last Sunday hubby and I were leaving the chalet and he suddenly realised his cashcard didnt have enough money for the carpark gantry. So we alighted the van to go to get the cashcard topped up. And si buay suay, I dunno how I placed my hand and I shut the van door and I see my little finger being clamped by the door. Then I "Ah!" very loud and faster open the door then see blood dripping out from my nail. Boo hoo... That's how I injuried my poor little finger. Though only the right little finger is injuried, but I feel like my whole right hand is handicapped. Having difficulty writing, washing my face, taking things out from my bag... My writings now looks like my 5-year-old niece's hand-writing T_T

Hubby working night shift these few days. Room alone again. Sigh...

Deepavali coming next Thursay. Yeah... And 54 more days to X'mas. Time flies man...
By the way, prior to this entry, we found our Egypt album. Its at my mum's place =P

Missing

Keep having things gone missing at home recently.

First was my hardcopy of the inventory list. Now is our Egypt honeymoon photo album! Sigh... Just don't understand how it went missing and where we put it. Photos gone missing nevermind, can re-develop. What saddens me are all our entrance tickets and air tickets which I put together in the album. Sigh... So sad... Gone is part of our "sovenirs" from Egypt. =(

Woo-hoo~ Its Friday!

What's wrong with Imeem? Nowadays, listening to music on Imeem just makes me feel like pulling my hair. Argh... The downloading is like dio-tad, dio-tad like that. After loading 50% it don't seem to continue and the stupid status bar is like being blocked by something and just dont proceed. Grr...

I find Facebook complicating. I don't really know what are the purpose and how to use for many of the applications. Maybe I can't be bothered to explore *shrugz* I think Friendster is enough for me to cope, manage and maintain. *Shrugz again*

Gaming

Had completed Teddy Factory the day before. Think its a game thats relatively simple and suitable for kids on colour and parts coordination. Just that your fingers must move very fast on the mouse.

Now playing Cake Mania . Finally get to play the full version of it coz previously played on the trial version and its really frustrating to see the pop out screen "Thank you for playing, if you would like to play the full version, you may download it for only $xx.xx" when I'm starting to get so engrossed and addicted to it.

Thinking of getting a PSP slim. Hiak hiak... Maybe see if the price will drop further at the end of the year.

Lonely night

Just finished tabulating the stock for our keychain. Was watching America's Next Top Model as I was doing the spreadsheet. Sianz... Hubby is having out-field training tonight. Room-alone.

I miss Hubby... I miss mummy...

Super duper dead tired

Been dozing off on my workdesk in office these few days. Had been sleeping very late every night recently. Ivy and I always take turns to MSN each other "very sleepy leh" everyday and find some topics to chat to keep ourselves awake T_T

Oct is an extremely busy month. There isn't much time for me and hubby to rest. Working, going bazaar, sorting out the goods... Very tiring. Hope all our hard work will pay off.

I love my mum

Recent Sunday. Was in the car when my hp rings. "Home" floats out on the hp screen.

Me : Hello
Niece : 姑姑！ 你在哪里?
Me : 我在外面， why leh?
Niece : 你几点过来？
Me : 我要来了，做么leh?
Niece : Ah-ma 想你

Its a short conversation, but touches my heart deeply.

Few days back, I dreamt that I hugged my mum. It was a funny and wierd but warmth feeling. Think I miss my mum too much. Haa... My mum is an angel, sometimes I think she's like pu(2) sa(4), coz she's got a very big heart, unselfish, always putting others before herself, treats everyone, even animal very well.

I love my mummy!!!

Happy Mooncake Festival

Sianz, sianz, sianz...

Chatting with Juehui on MSN. On her boss and the cleaner auntie. There's just so many weird people around.

Yesterday was Mooncake Festival. Taiwan have 3 days holiday, Korea also have 3 days holiday. Why Singapore don't have holiday?! It's a multi racial country, yet our holiday is so much lesser than other countries. Hmpf...

I hate the office air-con. Sometimes its very cold, sometimes its not. So I'm like wearing my jacket this moment and taking it off the next. Then maybe an hour or so later, I'm putting the jacket on again. Fashion show.... T_T

Exercise machine?

Hmm... Thought of getting an exercise machine to tone my thighs and calves. Can use the capitalmall vouchers to pay some of the amount. I hate my heavy bottoms! Make me look so unproportionate =(

Had done some web search and is considering either of the 2 machines below, one is the stepper and the other is the Leg Magic. Joyce used Leg Magic before, says its not bad and is not din-deh (as in occupy big space). Maybe will go down AIBI one day to test out the machines.

Bloaty

Arghh... Feeling so bloated. Like a lot of shit, air and other waste in my stomach =(

Mooncake festival coming soon. Yea yea, bought 3 boxes of mooncake yesterday. One for my parents, one for in-laws (actually its for myself also, but coz we're living together, so you know...) and another one for Hubby's ah-ma.

Well, the Raffles Hotel came down to sell their mooncakes at our tearoom-aka-canteen yesterday. Everyone was like having hoo-haa about how nice the Snow-Skin Mooncake with Champagne Truffle & Ganache from Raffles Hotel was. So I bought a box of that and a box of Snow-Skin Mooncake with Dark Chocolate Crunchy Pearl. Well, I find the Champagne Truffle & Ganache OK only leh. I actually like the Dark Chocolate Crunchy Pearl more lor, coz cruncy crunchy one... taste good. Yummy...

Yesterday was on superbus# 51 to go my mum's home. It was packed like sardine and this stupid Bungladesh-look-alike guy that was standing behind me was adjusting the aircon. Its not that kinda round aircon above the seats that we can rotate and adjust de lor. Its those bar-kind which I don't think can adjust lor. Then ta ma de the black dust all fall on me. Shit man. I thought how come my hand suddenly so ticklish, then I saw black black thing on my hand and look up and saw a hand. Then I turn my head back and that kam-gong guy still can smile at me lor. Wah lau, I gin him lor. That aircon how can adjust one. See also know liao, the whole plastic long bar is fixed one leh. Wah piang...

Then there's another time also on the superbus. There's this guy, I think his eyes itchy or what la... He was preparing to alight, but the bus hasnt reach the stop yet, then he climbed up one step of the stairs that leads to the 2nd deck and put his eyes near the aircon to blow. Biang eh... Ya la... the aircon was blasting and very cold la, but no need so kua zhang ba... blow the eyes with the aircon? I think more dust goes into the eyes lor... -_-|||

K la, enough crap le... Log off liao. Bye bye...

Busy busy... Weekend over already

Sigh... Weekend is gone again T_T
And hell, today is Monday X_X
Super sianz... Boring day at work. Real bored... Nothing much to do. Yawnz...

Went studio recording yesterday for Vicky's bridal MTV sample. Qik-zhar-buay-zha voice havent open go do recording liao. Biang... I sang like shit but hubby sang marvellously well (he's pro lor). Anyway, was a fun experience. Went mum's place for lunch after that as usual. Sunday = Family day.

Hubby and I always like to disturb my niece and nephew and see their reaction. I've got a very chirpy 3-year-old nephew and I'm always amazed by his little gimmicks. The last time out of the blue, he blurted "Five bucks? No way!", its the LJS commercial which I never even watched before lor. But hearing him saying that verse is si-bay-gey-yan and cute. Yesterday my dad was hugging him and I bet my dad's hair must be kinda messy or looks wierd, my nephew looked at his hair and asked innocently:

"Ah-gong, 谁comb你的hair的?"
My dad, amused by the question : "Huh? Ermm... 小朋友 lor"
Me, trying to disturb my nephew again: "Why? Ah-gong's hair not nice ah? Ah-gong handsome or not?"
My nephew shakes his head and mumbled "no". *Faints* Kids are so truthful. Wanna ask for any truthful and simple opinion, maybe can try asking the kids. Geez...

Hubby also like to disturb my nephew by saying he's wearing panties whenever my little nephew is out from toilet. Then my nephew will be like very ji-dong and reply "NO!!! Not panties, its UNDERWEAR!!!" Clever huh? Kids, they really can brighten up your day.

Sigh... so sianz... its only 10.46am now. 7 more hours to off work. T_T
Didnt tidy up the room last week coz was at Kembangan flea market on Saturday. Well, I make it a point to clean up and tidy up the room every weekends coz weekdays usually reach home quite late. Maybe try to reach home earlier tonight to do some tidy up.

K, getting back to work. Ciao~

Back to realistic

Wow, its been 1 month since I last updated. Aug is a travelling month, went Egypt from 4-Aug to 15-Aug, came back and went Guangzhou from 18-Aug to 21-Aug.

Egypt was a super relaxing and magnificiently majestic trip. Our tour group only have hubby and me. Haa... So its like we have a personal tour guide and driver.

The 4 days on the Nile cruise is really "relaxing". There's nothing much to do on the cruise, the only leisure facility available is a pathetically small pool. TV programs are mostly in arabic languages and the signal is so poor that when they start to sail you only see black and white dots and moving lines with "SSSssss...." sounds So basically the main activities on the cruise are sleep and eat.

We took all sorts of transport during this honeymoon trip - air, sea, land, rail. You name it, we got it. Aeroplane la, car la, coach, train, cruise, motor boat, sailing boat, horse carriage, camel ride and hot air balloon! Yea, yea... happening right... we went on hot air ballon the very next morning when we reach Luxor! We get to see them setting up the hot air balloon when we reach there. The balloon ride was hot and fun. Get to see sunrise on the hot air balloon and very nice scenary.

Went to visit alot of Egypt temples and ancient ruins during our stay there. The most memorable one would be Abul Simbel. Coz they literally cut out the huge stone temple and move it 200m away from the river that is always flooding and reconstruct it. And I tell you, the temple is not like the kind we see in Singapore lor, its stones lor and the temple is like more than 20 stories high. It was amazing lor, wonder how the people are able to do such things in the past. In fact, all the ancient ruins and temples are amazing lor, coz all the walls are engraved with stories or names, and I mean the WHOLE wall, even the ceilings. Its unbelievable how they do it in those old time with primitive tools and I can't imagine the life that the past Egyptian lives in.

Well, the weather was super hot when we were there. Even the wind that was blowing was sometimes warm. The food there really bei-hao-gor, everyday is gor-song bread of various shapes, pasta, chicken, mutton, potatoes, wierd vegetables... Their style of cooking just doesnt suits my taste Hubby and I yearned for Singapore's char-kway-tiao and hei-mee during our last few days at Egypt.

Their road very dak-gong. The traffic lights seems to be standing there for decoration coz they never works. The car hornings are non-stop especially for busy roads. Our last 2 days at Egypt were free and easy, so Hubby and I took cabs to our destinations. Their over-taking skill is of superb accuracy lor. Saad-saad-bo-chio... They zoom here zoom there, squeeze through in between cars which we thought were not possible coz the space seems so small. And don't bother to walk to the traffic light to cross the road; in Egypt, jay-walk is the way.

Wanted to post up some pictures, but I'm just too lazy to do it. Gee... Will try to do it one of these days.

Ciao~

Unknown stress

Feels like I've some level of stress building up in me. Unknown stress. Dunno what I'm stress of.

Yesterday night, after returning home from Charmaine's house collecting our goods, I realised my thigh had lotsa tiny red rashes. Dunno how it developed. And as I think back, I wonder if it's the dog that pounce on me and place it paws on my thigh that caused the rashes to develop. Wah... jia lat, come to think of it, my skin so ultra sensitive meh... =S

Next week going to the Egypt trip liao. Time flies man... Finally get a chance to rest and relax. Preparing myself to come back like orh-gek-leng, dark dark. I'll be bringing sunblock over while hubby is bring suntan lotion. *Faints* Think he no need to use camou-cream when he come back liao, as long as he dun open his mouth to show his teeth, think the enemy will think that its a patch of tree bark or dark soil. Wahahah...

CS Metro closing down sale

OK, I don't know when this started, but I recently found out that Century Square Metro is having closing down sales. And alot of things are going at 50% + 20% off ! And so I bought 2 quilt cover sets for less than $60, also some underwear for hubby and panties for myself. If you need anything which you think might be able to find at CS Metro, do go and have a look and save a heap. The things si buay cheap...

Went to cut my fringe on Saturday. Ya.... back to the ah-toot look again. Hubby feels like bashing me in the face again coz I look too "cute-to-be-true". My colleagues says the fringe makes me look so much more younger, looks sweet and one even commented that I look yummy. Yummy? Err... You mean my face looks round and flat and gong so you feel like eating? -_-"

Was in the MRT yesterday and saw a young lady holding up her handphone and snapping pictures of herself. Wierd leh... I mean with frenz around still ok la. But its like alone? Then kena siao like that smiling at the handphone and take picture of yourself. Dunno leh, I find it wierd... Or maybe I'm the wierd one? *shrugz*