blood boiling

What the f**k. Feel so angry for dar. He's going to Brunei for training in 2 days time on Friday and yet he is activated to parade for the dead colonel for today and tomorrow. He haven't even prepare his stuffs for the trip due to the pack training. What the f**k. I hate that CO, he's such a f**ker, a lousy superior who doesn't care for his man. So many men are available but he just purposely choose them. What care for soldiers? Loads of bullshit. What goes up must come down, I wish this old-hag get his karma. So angry with this lousy old-hag... blood boiling... Go to hell old man !

Its important to know your limits. Physically not so fit don't do for such atheletic or sporting activitiy lah. What for challenge your mental and physical fitness and lost your life away? Haiyo, then so many people have to be sad for you and "non-related" people have to be busy for you. Rest in peace colonel...

Will miss you lots when you're at Brunei hubby. Jia you, take good care of yourself ya...
Will be counting down everyday to your return. Muackz...

Heartache

Heartache, my heart is crying.
Droplets accumulating in my eyes.
So many thing to say, dut don't know where to start.
Just let the words turn into tears,
And flow down through the windows of my soul

Love you lots hubby, jia you...
The toughest man I've seen,
The best man being,
And its you...

Corporate lessons learnt

Lessons learnt today:
- Never step on your boss's tail
- Even if you're sure that you had finished the prioritised work among the load of piling tasks, make sure those prioritised works you had completed are also consider prioritised in the eyes of your boss and customer.
- Bootlicking is still one of the best and essential survival kit in corporate world.
- Work performance contributes to only 10% for increment/promotion; most of the time you work harder than your colleague but the payback ends up to be the same or perhaps lower than that "pet".
- It doesn't matter that you have a lousy superior who know nuts on the job. But he/she must know how to fight for your wellness, benefit and remuneration.
- Woman boss are more aggressive.
- If you want to earn alot and work little in a company as an employee, work your way to the top of the corporate ladder. (I always see the director in my ex-company dozing away and reading newspapers. I'll sack him if I were the President.)

Dance class excitment

Rested for around 3 weeks and today is finally the dance class to start learning Jolin's "Shou Ai Ni". Was a long wait and I was very excited over it, coz Jolin is one of my favourite singer and last time when I saw this MTV, I wish I can know some of this MTV's dance steps. So today is really a fulfiling class for me though we learn only a small bridging part of the song. More to master for the next few weeks !

Another weekend gone

Boring Sunday, doing nothing the whole day other than clearing my wardrobe, playing with my niece and nephew, sitting in front of my PC, had lunch, watch TV...

Aimless, boring, sianz... -_-

TOTO aftermath

And so, the 10 million TOTO results are out and all the quickpicks I bought had such lousy numbers that I can't even match 3 digits as I compare 17 rows of numbers in my lottery tix against the TV teletext. Damn... Must be the lousy location where I bought my TOTO, must be the stupid computer for printing such lousy numbers. Hmm... maybe I should just blame it on my luck or its just fated that I have to work for my whole life. Boo hoo...

Well, life will be more meaningful and there'll be something to look forward to if you have a dream. So nevermind, I'll try again. By the way, in case you're thinking that I'm a regular lottery-siao, I only buy TOTO once every year when the pay-out sum is in millions. Million leh... Like in this case 10 million, you can stay at home and shake leg until your legs wobble you know... 10 million you can donate $1000 in a donation tin and treat it like the 10 cents which you usually donate you know? 10 million you can lay the notes nicely on the bed and treat it as bedsheet leh...

Anyway, so my long-awaiting millionaire "kiao-kar" life is gone. Monday is yet another ordinary working day just that I'm 20 bucks poorer for donating to the Singapore Pools. =þ

For those who win, big or small, congrats...

Awakening

For my dear friend (you know who you are)

Across the stream you see a blossoming field,
Buzzing with butterflies amist the green.
You choose not to wade across the milky stream,
Believing the barren ground your're standing will grow and reap.
Weeks turn months and months turn years.
There comes a point when you're totally devastating.
Anger & whine, sadness & tears.
All the waiting makes you gain nothing.
You finally woke up from your reverie,
Deciding to give up the barren field for the green.
Its good to have a passion to nurture and see,
But move on when you know there's really nothing worth clinging.
For there's always a greener meadow somewhere,
That is worth the finding and sowing.

New Year, New Blog

Bye bye to the old diaryland
. Here's my new blogspot in the new year of 2006 !
Ok, ok... So you realised that my old diary
wasn't that updated ya? With pathetically one post in year 2005? Well, I hope I'll update more often in this new blog of mine.
I welcome any comments, disagreement, objection.... whatever which you think you like, disagree or find offensive in my post. I will take them humbly...

Alright its 2.16am now, shall go to sleep now. Will try to update soon...
Zzz...